Meditating...

I find lately that I get overwhelmed by many things that are everyday things. The dishes, the laundry, reading a book, or one of my most dreaded things...being in a big group! Yeah...I'm kinda strange. A lot of people just don't understand that. I am claustrophobic anyways, but the thought of being in an intimate setting or party with more than like 10 people terrifies me! Do you ever get that way? Anyways, I got to talk to Jon yesterday for a whole 8 minutes! (i'm excited, not being sarcastic at all). That may seem so insignificant to many of you, but it was HUGE! Amara even got to talk to him, which she hasn't done since he left. It definitely lifted a burden off me. :)

Anyways, I'm reading this book for our Worship Team's small group meetings called "Worship Matters". And I'm loving it! I enjoy reading it (when I find the time). Today I read a part that talks about how GREAT God is. Many times, we as humans lose sight of how awesome and big our God really is. We try to put him in a box or think that somethings are just too big for him. It used a great analogy of how we see the stars and they look so small to the human eye. But when you get a good telescope, you can see how they're these big balls of fire that are just HUGE! Well it made me stop and think. How often do I put God in a box? So many times I just struggle through my everyday problems and think "I'll get by somehow" when really I should be letting the God who created the universe and me take care of it! He is so GREAT! So rest in the fact that we serve a God bigger than us, bigger than our problems, bigger than our bills, bigger than our busy schedules. We serve a mighty and awesome God who cares and takes care of us.

Love to all!